You

Oh, my love… you know that I could write you all day long about all the things that I would love to do for you, with you… to you. Somehow you unlocked this seemingly endless stream of… thoughts… dreams… wishes… fantasies… within me.

And I just… I wish I could know, somehow, how you feel about it all… All I ever want to do, really, is to please you. Make you happy. If I can put a smile on your face, then I consider it a good day. I want to dedicate my life to two things: providing the kids a healthy and stable base from which to launch, and to please you. In all ways. And I think I can do that. I think I could be very good at that, given the chance. But gosh, there's still so much I need to know about you… about what you like…

Like… would you like me to write you more 💌s? Tell you more about how you're more lovely than the loveliest 🌅? Can I keep proclaiming my 💕 for you, time and again?

Do you like it when I just tell you the random stuff happening in my life? Those red 🫘s and rice turned out excellent, by the way. And so much easier than what I used to do. I read to reduce the amount of water in the recipe, which I did, but next time I'll have to cut it even more. It didn't get quite as thick as I would like and I ended up finishing it on the stove top… but, I'll get it next time!

And, gosh… what about my ✈️s of fantasy? Do you enjoy those on a cold, dark, lonely night as much as I hope that you do?

Can I tell you a secret? I hold back on those a bit. Oh, don't get me wrong, I can't write that stuff all the time. My mind has to be in a certain… uh… place. But I could certainly write about it a lot more than I do, lol.

But if I did… gosh. I just wish I could know what sort of stories you'd like for me to cook up for you. Do you enjoy reading about the things I want to do to you? All of the places I want to put my 💋, if you'll let me? And gosh… to know all of the places you most want me to put them… sigh

I don't write about this nearly as often, but… do you like to know about the things I'd like you to do to me? I'd have to work on that… I'm not used to worrying too much about such things, but if you did… well. I'd have to 🤔 about it some, but I have complete faith that I could figure it out.

sigh

Gosh, my love. I just want to know everything about you. Everything. I'm the most eager student of you that you could possibly hope to meet…

sigh

Goodnight, beautiful. I am so in love with you. More so than you could possibly know.

Yours,
♒️